Yes, it was a reference in passing to theory of positive disintegration, suggesting I crashed into the wall of my cognitive limitations and had to pick up the pieces and find new behaviors from there.
Great that you can train your attention - I feel anything engaging or exciting risk inducing fatigue, anxiety and sleeplessness, and really hard to at least entirely look away from. The world of information and opportunities happen regardless if I participate or not… well, it’s the world we live in now 